Huggybear’s Stories
August 2-8 Edition
The Art of
Understated Perfection
Part 2
It was soon
clear that Nicholai's talent in playing Gō is far superior than anyone ever
imagined.
Then one day,
Otake-san discovered that his star pupil had another incredible gift denied to
most.
Nicholai would
go in deep meditation and return with his mind refreshed. His mystical
transport takes him to a place where time does not exist.
"I don't
leave. I am where my body is, as well as everywhere else," he struggles to
explain. "I don’t become one
with everything. I return to being
one with everything."
Sweet Melancholy
The bond between
Nicholai and Kishikawa reminds me of my foster father. Like Nicholai, I, too,
am an orphan with a disdain for the superficial, a need for solitude and an
unfathomably deep streak of independence. Now, nearly three years after he
died, I cannot think of him without the "sweet melancholy" like one
feels in a Zen garden.
That sense of
enlightened sadness "characterizes the beautiful in the Japanese
mind."
Honorable Death
Kishikawa was
captured when the Russians attacked Manchuria. All his attempts to achieve an
honorable death were thwarted. He is set to be tried as a war criminal.
Nicholai was allowed to visit him in Sugamo Prison. They played Gō, talking in
terms of the game, both knowing what is not being spoken.
"I see
nothing else for your honor," said Nicholai, "or mine." He
touched the General's arm. "Foster-father, the game will end in two
minutes. Permit me to guide you."
In Kishikawa's
face ran tears of gratitude.
"I act
without permission. sir," said Nicholai. "I have decided to perform a
loving disobedience. I do not even seek your forgiveness."
Kishikaw smiled
behind the tears. "Guide me, then."
Day of Memory
I shall never
forget the time when Nicholai and Kishikawa were in Niigata, walking along the
banks of the Kajikawa.
"We have
enjoyed the best three days of the cherry blossoms," said the General has
said. "The day of promise, when they are not yet perfect. The perfect day
of enchantment. And today they are past their prime. So this is the day of
memory. The saddest day, but also the richest."
Kishikawa had
told the boy that he had been transferred to Manchuria, intending to commit seppuku if they suffer defeat.
"Do I have
your understanding, Nikko?" he asked. "And your permission to leave
you?"
Nichoilai was
gazing at the intently at the river as he controlled his emotions.
"Your
guidance, your affection, will always be with me," he said. "In that
way, you can never leave me."
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"You have to grow from the inside out," says Hindu guru Swami Vivekananda. "None can teach you, none can make you spiritual. There is no other teacher but your own soul."
"We have enjoyed the best three days of the cherry blossoms," said the General has said. "The day of promise, when they are not yet perfect. The perfect day of enchantment. And today they are past their prime. So this is the day of memory. The saddest day, but also the richest."
"Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don't resist them - that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like." ~ Lao Tzu
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“I don't leave. I am where my body is, as well as everywhere else..."
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